Listening to: Stop and Stare - One Republic
Dear Mr. Sweet Dreams Guy,
Did you know, your one of the people that impacted my life? You taught me so many things that I never thought existed. What are they you might ask?
You taught me the true meaning of caring.
Before I thought caring for someone is helping them without them asking for your help and giving rather than receiving, like maybe by sharing your things and making sure they are fine etc. I'm not saying its wrong but Mr. Sweet Dream Guy, you thought me another level of caring...the HARDEST part of caring.
It is when someone cares for another person so much, they leave them? Not leave...but have that distant? I can't explain it..I'm just learning... an example from experience is when you care for someone so much, you realize they can do better and you give them that distance which will make them ...grow? better? open up more doors? You give them a better chance in life and even though it will hurt you or it will be sad or whatever to see them grow more distant from you... sadly you just have to stay strong so they don't have to worry about you~ :)
Its harder to do than said though.................FML.
Did you know that you helped me a lot during the lowest time of my life? By just being there and telling me things that you see in me, things I never heard others say, things I never knew I have. And when I cried suddenly and you have like no clue in the world why, but you were very concern, Mr. Sweet Dream Guy, you gave me a push to the happier side of life, a new life I never knew would come. You gave me the confidence.
Your also such a gentlemen, to hold my books cause its so bloody heavy. I can tell you, your the first person to ever did that. I don't know why...but this little thing you did..its like engraved in my memory. Maybe it's because most guys I meet don't even do these stuff, like opening the door or saying please and thank you...they just take my stuff or ask me to do something and walk away. So please remember Mr. Sweet Dream Guy, the little gentlemen-ish things guys do makes girls...happy :D
Oh, Mr. Sweet Dream Guy....I'm such a bitch. I don't know how to say sorry to you. I understand what you mean if you tell others or think I am mean, because to be honest...I was mean to you (although you did things that hurts as well...) When I first met you, I didn't know you and I wasn't very smart at people's feelings...it was new to me. I was a bitch, I wanted the attention, the sweet words, caring actions and gentle approach you gave me. I can't say I played with you because I did have interest in you. It was only until I realize what kind of guy you are. Your serious about relationships and you will give your heart to the person you love. Cheesy I know, I'm cheesy with my words but I don't know how to explain it... Some guys are into serious relationships while others move on to whom they like A LOT OF TIMES.
I'm sorry because I just cannot be with you, I don't want to hurt you. I have some things to sort out..before I can actually be serious about liking someone again. If I did go down the path of being better friends with you, I'm too scared to hurt you, maybe I'll have your hopes up and crush it in the end. That hurts, I know. So being distant from you in a way...I guess its for the better? I'm just not ready for these things...I'm sorry. Maybe next time, once we grow up more, maybe.
Now, we don't even talk. If you hate me its understandable. Sometimes I just wish you knew why I did those things. Sometimes I wish I knew why you did those things. But maybe I'll never know?
Edit: 10th May 2010
Mr. Sweet Dream Guy, I finally found out why you stopped talking to me. I don't know what to say...Your a great person to not tell people why you did it, amazing. You didn't ask for sympathy or anything. You simply did it . Its inspiring.
Can't think at the moment...so sleepy.....zzzzzzzz.....
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go no where
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why your here not there
And you'd give anything to get whats fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see?
I think I'm moving but I go no where
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why your here not there
And you'd give anything to get whats fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see?
Dear Mr. Sweet Dreams Guy,
Did you know, your one of the people that impacted my life? You taught me so many things that I never thought existed. What are they you might ask?
You taught me the true meaning of caring.
Before I thought caring for someone is helping them without them asking for your help and giving rather than receiving, like maybe by sharing your things and making sure they are fine etc. I'm not saying its wrong but Mr. Sweet Dream Guy, you thought me another level of caring...the HARDEST part of caring.
It is when someone cares for another person so much, they leave them? Not leave...but have that distant? I can't explain it..I'm just learning... an example from experience is when you care for someone so much, you realize they can do better and you give them that distance which will make them ...grow? better? open up more doors? You give them a better chance in life and even though it will hurt you or it will be sad or whatever to see them grow more distant from you... sadly you just have to stay strong so they don't have to worry about you~ :)
Its harder to do than said though.................FML.
Did you know that you helped me a lot during the lowest time of my life? By just being there and telling me things that you see in me, things I never heard others say, things I never knew I have. And when I cried suddenly and you have like no clue in the world why, but you were very concern, Mr. Sweet Dream Guy, you gave me a push to the happier side of life, a new life I never knew would come. You gave me the confidence.
Your also such a gentlemen, to hold my books cause its so bloody heavy. I can tell you, your the first person to ever did that. I don't know why...but this little thing you did..its like engraved in my memory. Maybe it's because most guys I meet don't even do these stuff, like opening the door or saying please and thank you...they just take my stuff or ask me to do something and walk away. So please remember Mr. Sweet Dream Guy, the little gentlemen-ish things guys do makes girls...happy :D
Oh, Mr. Sweet Dream Guy....I'm such a bitch. I don't know how to say sorry to you. I understand what you mean if you tell others or think I am mean, because to be honest...I was mean to you (although you did things that hurts as well...) When I first met you, I didn't know you and I wasn't very smart at people's feelings...it was new to me. I was a bitch, I wanted the attention, the sweet words, caring actions and gentle approach you gave me. I can't say I played with you because I did have interest in you. It was only until I realize what kind of guy you are. Your serious about relationships and you will give your heart to the person you love. Cheesy I know, I'm cheesy with my words but I don't know how to explain it... Some guys are into serious relationships while others move on to whom they like A LOT OF TIMES.
I'm sorry because I just cannot be with you, I don't want to hurt you. I have some things to sort out..before I can actually be serious about liking someone again. If I did go down the path of being better friends with you, I'm too scared to hurt you, maybe I'll have your hopes up and crush it in the end. That hurts, I know. So being distant from you in a way...I guess its for the better? I'm just not ready for these things...I'm sorry. Maybe next time, once we grow up more, maybe.
Now, we don't even talk. If you hate me its understandable. Sometimes I just wish you knew why I did those things. Sometimes I wish I knew why you did those things. But maybe I'll never know?
Edit: 10th May 2010
Mr. Sweet Dream Guy, I finally found out why you stopped talking to me. I don't know what to say...Your a great person to not tell people why you did it, amazing. You didn't ask for sympathy or anything. You simply did it . Its inspiring.
Can't think at the moment...so sleepy.....zzzzzzzz.....
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